Friday, March 27, 2009

The Rocket Ride

Imagine you accidentally stumbled into a rocket ship (I realize it is hard to imagine how this might occur but please humor me). The rocket ship takes off at incredible speed and leaves our solar system (fortunately there is food and water aboard) and in a few short days the ship lands on another planet automatically opening the door. Still somewhat shocked and dazed you peer out and see some very strange aliens with what appears to be four eyes, hands, and tentacles. They notice you looking out of the space ship (after all the ship made a great deal of noise when it landed) and begin to approach. You of course, have no idea what to expect, for all you know you landed on Aunt Gazeldalipsnor and they are furious. As quickly as possible you attempt to close the door (but can not) so you retreat back further into the ship and begin to pace back and forth, talking to yourself, wondering what you are going to do, obsessing about how you could possibly get back to your world repeatedly asking yourself what you are going to do and avoiding any possible glances at the open door. After what seems like hours, you decide to take a peek out of the door and see an even larger crowd of aliens gathering. Many are looking and pointing up to the sky and some are looking and pointing in another direction. They are making an unrecognizable shrill sound that though you did not believe it possible, causes you even greater anxiety. You do not dare look at what they are pointing to and immediately, with a gasp, return to even quicker pacing and repetitively asking yourself, “what am I going to do?”
After a while longer, one approaches the door and through the corner of your eyes you see an extended tentacle with what appears to be an oozing pile of goop. Immediately you turn away and return to pacing. Unfortunately you are near exhaustion and are not able to accelerate your pace. The alien places the goop on some sort of plate on a table just inside the space ship, and leaves. Nothing explodes and after a while, partially out of sheer exhaustion, you sit on the floor in a corner and begin to flap your hand uncontrollably. Strangely this seems to comfort you and eventually you fall asleep.

The following morning you awake and look for food but find that you have already eaten all that was previously stored. You glance at the goop and consider it might be food but can not bring yourself to taste it but notice a rather fascinating gadget on the wall of the ship and pick it up to study. It has a most interesting design and when you push certain buttons a screen appears. This is REALLY cool! You can do all kinds of things with it and all the rest of this strange place seems to just disappear as you focus on this fascinating gadget.

After a while you notice that you are very hungry even to the point of hurting a little. On the table you notice some additional items but have no idea how they got there. There is a sweet smell and you pick up a small firm but supple item that smells particularly sweet. Bringing it to your mouth you touch it with your tongue and though not a particularly good taste it doesn’t have a bad taste either. You are hungry enough that you bite down a little and a delicious juice oozes out into your mouth. Immediately you bite down and chew this item and get a great sensation as it moves down your throat. There are more and some others to try so you continue to eat what you like until you are not as hungry and notice that some of the aliens are still outside the door staring at you. This freaks you out and you immediately return to pacing which though exhausting, also helps you to calm. After pacing for some time, you again pick up the gadget and loose yourself in the things you can make it do.

This same routine continues for many days or months, you are not sure as everything seems to flow together including the anxiety that is almost your constant companion. Without the calming activities you have discovered, which have occasionally been interrupted by the aliens, you explode uncontrollably, your anxiety being so high.

One day, one of the aliens approaches you with some additional foods, making a strange noise and pointing to the food item, while you are eating, you glance at the food and the alien and being extremely hungry and recognizing the food as particularly delicious, you take some from the plate held by the alien but quickly return to pacing and then playing with another interesting gadget you had become aware of just a few days or weeks ago.

As you are investigating this new gadget you suddenly realize that the same alien who brought you the extra food is sitting inside the ship by the door investigating the same type of gadget as you. You quickly return to what you are doing.

Over time experiencing many of the same things that have occurred with food, you notice the same alien investigating a similar gadget to what you happen to be investigating at the time and one day you notice the alien getting the gadget to do something that you had never seen it do this is slightly intriguing but you return your focus to the gadget and again find yourself immersed in the gadget to the exclusion of everything else and this is comforting. Some days later you notice the alien’s hand moving towards the gadget you are investigating and the alien does something that makes the gadget do something new this is a shock but the new thing is so intriguing that you imitate what the alien did and the gadget does it again.

Days and weeks pass and you become aware that you are less anxious with the presence of the alien and start to accept a couple of others and even start to feel less anxious as they interact with you and show you new things you can do with different gadgets.

A few days later you find yourself gesturing to the alien to show you how to do something with one of the gadgets you even repeat the sound you know associate with one of the particularly delicious foods that had been provided and almost magically the alien brings you more of that food. Perhaps you can get things you want or need from these aliens. This communication continues to grow and you begin to enjoy these strange beings. Occasionally you still have feelings of anxiety but you are no longer constantly anxious and you even begin to wonder out of the rocket from time to time and notice the aliens pointing to a building not far away and a hill and other creatures on the hill. You also notice the warmth that comes from a glowing object in the sky and it makes you feel comfortable and even a little more relaxed.

As increasing activity, interaction, and even communication with the aliens grows, you one day notice the shiny outside of the rocket ship and realize it reflects the image of other things around you. You can see the building in the distance and when you move in another direction you can see some of the aliens you have become comfortable with, then you are shocked, you see yourself, and you look just like the aliens.

15 comments:

Selena said...

While you were playing with the gadgets did you stop to look at your hands to see if they were alien formed? This was a very interesting and fun story.

Selena

Ronda said...

The Rocket Ride made use of some great descriptions to help me understand in a small way what an Autistic child is experiencing. Thanks--very helpful!

Anonymous said...

I looked at the website for the P.L.A.Y. project. What a blessing that resource must be for parents who love an Autistic child. I'll be sure to keep it in my toolbox in case someone should need it!

amber said...

This story was pretty amazing. Really sad as well. So obviously the aliens are us and we're trying to help out the rocket man. Does a child see his own family as aliens or just everyone outside of his comfort zone?

sheri said...

wow, what a great description. this made me understand what it must be like for autism. it will make me want to be more patient and understanding to autistic children. That would be so difficult to feel like that and live that way like you were an alien in a strange setting.

emma.m said...

That was an amazing read it describes the child i work with to a tea .

connie said...

I have a good friend that has a child with aspergers. You wouldn't know it by talking to him, seems normal. But has difficulty in school. math and English, mostly. But most normal children have the same problem.

Shannon said...

The Rocket Ride helped me to understand how isolated a child with autism must feel in a classroom filled with children.

Shannon K said...

The Rocket Ride helped me understand how isolated a child with autism must feel in a classroom full of children.

Misty said...

This story is a great place to start in gaining some knowledge of how someone could be feeling and the play project is an amazing resource I could use in case needed!

Shantelle Fredrickson said...

This was a great story and gives so much insight to what these children face everyday.

James Benson said...

Wonderful imagery! Really puts you in their place and space. We have a child who, at times, finds himself in that sort of situation at our school... This lets me know how he feels sometimes.

Jessica said...

This is a great story! It really brings light to how a child with autism feels. I have grown up with an autistic cousin but have never been able to put myself in his shoes.

Kaitlyn Hannem said...

This story was well written. I always knew it must be scary to experience the kind of anxiety autism can bring but now that I'm facing the possibility of my own child having autism, this story makes me thinks in a whole new light. I'm thankful for the insight and also apprehensive that this might be what my child has felt like day to day and I had no idea.

Unknown said...

Oh my god this is an elemental article.
I don't think i could come up with a more perfect way to describe the spectrum and how to gain trust and progress within themselves!!